The over-exaggerated Woman

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Baltimore, Maryland, United States
First and foremost I'm a God fearing woman. I have a wonderful Fiancee' and a precious little boy named Grayson. I am very ambitious and I believe and can do anything I put my mind to.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

A prison of my own thoughts

Since he's been gone I've turned Nocturnal I go to sleep at 6 am some nights and don't wake up until 7 pm I'm so sad all the time but I hide it to avoid the whats wrong that comes from a perfect stranger you don't give a fuck and I'm not about to stand here and tell you my business. I be okay once he comes back but he and I both know he's never coming back he doesn't want to be with me we are going to be a family and honestly I don't know if I should even want to be with him after what he did how he treated me how he made me feel I swear trying to put on a united front is becoming more and more difficult and I'm beginning to be swallowed in sadness I feel like I walk outside on a sunny day and I'm the only one with a gray rain cloud that is hovering over me no matter how hard I try it never goes away. I truly believe this sadness is breaking me down and eventually it will kill me.
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