The over-exaggerated Woman

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Baltimore, Maryland, United States
First and foremost I'm a God fearing woman. I have a wonderful Fiancee' and a precious little boy named Grayson. I am very ambitious and I believe and can do anything I put my mind to.

Monday, December 6, 2010

My tears dry on their own

I'm going through so much in my life I wonder what downward turn will everything take next. I can't just let shit be why do I have to be so Cynical. I'm so got damned sad and I can't stand the shit. in between insane or outsane hearing the voice of myself in my head I'm I crazy? Self esteem has to be a million dollars because I can't afford it. But Depression is cheap and suicide is now on sale. I guess the shit don't matter. But the life I'm carrying is way more important then sadness or anger. How is it I've managed to ruin my child's life before its even outside of the womb. Don't you dare Doctor me up I see where I need to be just as sure as I see the blue sky in the morning so why is it so fucking hard to get there.
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